Looking back on today....

Dear Lord, I want to Thank you for listening to my prayer I posted on my blog last night. I wanted a way that I could put myself deeper in the word and you did just that. Thank you for suppling our every need especially when it comes to full filling your purpose. I was listening to "A Purpose Drivin' Life" by Rick Warren on Audio Book and, found that it was so convenient because I was able to multi-task and still listen to the message. I could shelf shift at work, walk to class, whatever and still be able to soak in what I needed to hear. So, I did a search today for The Bible on audiobook and the prices were way high. I think that the word of God should be free. So, God told me to keep searching. I then discovered audio files that you could download but they still wanted paid. I kept searching. I came across a website where it was a cd ministry and the volunteers burned cd's of the bible for people who did not have the technology available to them or, you could just download that bible and burn your own cd. What a marvelous idea. I totally wanted to volunteer for that ministry because I burn cd's all the time for people and since it was online it was global. How much of an impact that would make and you never leave your house? Amazing!!! That is truly an amazing idea. Unfortunately, the webform expired and I could not sign up but, I was able to download the bible to my computer, I will burn it to a cd and download it to my ipod. I will be able to listen to the word while I'm driving, while I'm walking, while I'm doing whatever. This is such a blessing and The Lord lead me right to it. Now, since I can't join that ministry I can still burn cd's so, if you would want me to burn the bible to cd for you. I will. Just let me know!!!!!. Have a blessed day and keep God truly first in your life and nothing could be better. :)

In The Bible.....

I was talking with my friend today and he was telling me about different stories in the bible. He was laughing and he having so much passion about them. He said that when he reads the stories of the bible he can actually put himself there in the story. He can feel what they feel. He just so passionate about what he was teaching me. It was so beautiful and amazing that God would put someone in my life like that. I'm not sure if it's so I would know what being passionate about God was or, because that is what I am suppose to do. My friend is always fasting, always trying to get closer to the Lord. Everyday, he just wants to serve the Lord's purpose. He just wants to save souls. He cares about the sheep. My prayer to you Lord, is that I can be as passionate about the bible, that when I read your words they are not just words, it's a story and it's something I can feel. I want to passionate about you Lord. With everything I do. It's amazing that no one is sin free but, we are always trying to correct what's wrong with us to get closer to God. I wish I could be more like my friend. I know that I do not have the same gifts as him but, Lord I was that same passion. I have do have passion for the Lord but, I must confess not all the time. Not, 100% of my day. I want to have passion for you Lord all the time. Lord fill me with the Holy Spirit so I can be able to do your work whenever asked and I can fulfill my life mission. When it is time to stand before you I want to be able to save. Lord, I was passionate and saved as many souls as I could. Lord, help me find the right words at the right time to be able to do this for you. Just continue to be my everything and shift in my life what needs to be shifted so that you can honestly be number one.

Not very much time today....

Today, was kind of an awkward day and I must admit that I did not spend much time with God. My morning started with birthday wishes to my friend, a proposal for a full time job which was a customer service - graphic design position, but I had to refuse this right now but, I have to finish school. I am almost finished and I feel if I stop going I might not go back. I got training on the switcher at church, and even looked at a 2 bedroom apartment today. The apartment was out of the hood which is the ultimate goal but it was small. I also noticed this morning that I have gained weight. I have been finding more comfort in food than in God. This is a habit I definitely need to change. The job proposal was good because it was from the same resume I have posted on my business website so, I believe God was telling me that I'm headed in the right direction. It also gave me hope because I'm still in school so, when I am actually finished with school who knows what God will have planned for me. The apartment was also a blessing because I always tell myself that I have to live in the hood because I can't afford it anywhere else. This was God telling me that I can. All things are possible through God. I'm still looking for a place but, I know that when I find it it will not be on the South Side of Peoria. The location was good and closer to my school. I just want a place where I'm not afraid and always worrying about my house and the things in it. I know that God will provide. I know that God has a plan for me and is shifting things for me. Just remember that God is always in the background, always looking out for you, and planning things that you have no idea of. What has God shifted for you lately?

God Is Good All The Time.....:)

So, here in peoria, il we have basically been shut down for the last 2 days. There are barely any businesses open and definitely no schools, or any other government building. I haven't left my house in  2 days. So, I tried to get to pull out of my driveway. I made it halfway and got stuck. I was frustrated so I came up with this great idea to melt the snow and ice away with water. I have no snow shovel, no husband, so, it is just me and my kids. It just wasn't working. I asked God "God, are you telling me that I shouldn't leave?" Still stuck, car wouldn't budge an inch, I went inside. An hour later I tried again. My car still wouldn't move. Really upset almost about to cry I opened the car door starting loosening up the snow and ice with a board. I tried one more time, the car still did not move. I was about to leave and there was a four wheeler behind and it was a mexican woman she said "My husband will pull you out if you want?" I said "Thank you, so much." So, the gentleman that helped me could not even speak english got under my car and hooked up the rope. He was getting snow and ice in his face and all over his jacket and still persisted to help. I was so greatful. The woman said "Can they get your car?" I said "Yeah." His friend who didn't speak english either got in the car and before I knew it my car was free. I said "Mucho Gracious" and they smiled and went about their way. As I was driving there were so many cars that were stuck like mine so, all I could do was Thank God for his grace. But, God wasn't done yet. The bank was closed and I really need to pull out some money for Gas. So, since I could not go there I continued to Wal-Mart to get groceries and some odds and ends. Just as I pulled into the parking lot there was a space to park that was very close to the front of the store. So, not only did God find a way for me to get to where I needed to go but, also provided me with a great place to park and I got my gas money. Thank you Lord so much for your blessings today. Thank you so much for your grace over me, family and everyone in my life. I love you and them very much. What has God blessed you with today? What do you have to be thankful for? Share, praise God and continue to help those around you. Amen.

Something Little Can Go Along Way :)

I was talking to my friend about this blog and she told me that she was going to tell her aunt. I was so happy because she told me that she reads every post and that her aunt loved it!!!! I told her that she she is helping to save lives by spreading the word and that the angels in heaven are rejoicing. She said well my aunt is already saved, a preachers wife and very spiritual. But, the fact is is that my friend doesn't understand how a little step in spreading the word can go create a huge leap for God. Who knows who her aunt could tell about the blog or what they would have to say? The truth is is that my friend doesn't go to church on a regular basis so, this truly beautiful. Her aunt even though saved would of never known about my blog with my friend's help. Another way to look at this is that I am working on a pay it forward project. On facebook one of my friend posted in their status that the first five people who commented and said that they wanted something handmade and would repost the status and they would have until the end of the year to fulfill this promise. I only had 3 people comment and said that they wanted something from me handmade. I don't think that they reposted it in their status but I could be wrong. Anyways, I told my son about it and he said mom if everyone does what they are suppose you might impact the world. This coming from a 12 year was monumental and something that I must do now and complete. If I don't I will let down my son plus, the 3 people that are expecting something handmade from me. So, I do expect those 3 people to make 3 handmade things and keep their promise too. The point is is a simple gesture made could impact the world if you let it. Knowing this How Easy would it be to impact the Earth for God?

A little overwhelming!!!!

When you think of all the wonderful gifts that God has gave to you. It is a little overwhelming!!!! To know that someone you have never met has more faith and love for you than anyone on earth. He wants you to be great in everything you do. He has given you so many gifts that you may never utilize because of fear or unwillingness. I know that God is calling me to be a public speaker for him. I have no problem speaking in front of a group. But, to know that someone I have never met believes in me so much that he will give me the strength so that I can tell others about him is truly amazing. It is something that I thought that I would never be able to do. I always thought  that I was a silent servant and would only praise and pray to him so only me and God can here. But, God has a different plan for me. I am a little scared but God is preparing me for greatness in his kingdom. All I want to do is save lives for him!!!! I am so in live with God!!!! He is truly amazing.

Scriptures

It has been in my spirit for a few weeks now to learn some scriptures. I have been listening to "The Purpose  Driven Life" by Rick Warren and he said that if you don't know any scriptures it's like being in a battle with no ammunition. I think that it is wonderful when a person knows scriptures from the bible and how powerful it really is. His challenge to everyone is to memorize a scripture a week for the rest of your life. I remember along time ago someone told me that when you start to memorize scripture to start small and get bigger. So, this week I am going to memorize Phillipians 4:13 - I can do all things in Christ which strenghteneth. This scripture is impacting to me because so far in my journey with the Lord the hardest thing for me to do was publicly praise him. It was so easy to do praise him in silent but, in public is a whole nother world. I remember the first time I did this was actually this month and there were people in the church praising God so passionately and I was so scared to do this so, I asked God, "God, if you want me to do this let me." I was so nervous, and very uncomfortable. Right after I asked God that question. My Pastor said "Confessions is more than confessing your sins to God, it is letting him know how important he is to you. Confession is necessary in order to build a close relationship with him." Before I know it my feet were moving and I was infront of the mic. God, gave me the strength to stand up for him publicly and he also gave me the exact words he wanted me to say. I also remember that I was shaking through the whole thing but, when it over, I felt wonderful. This happened during my first fast that I completed. When fasting you do truly connect with God on a whole new level. People at that service said they liked what I had to hear and it made me feel good. I also did the same thing last week. I remember when I went to the line it was short, I was still nervous but not like before. I said what God wanted me to say and I know it made a difference. There were kids in service last weekend, who I have known for years and I pray that it gave them the encouragement to do the same. And to let them know that I am serious about God.