I am So Sorry Lord.....

Today, I did wrong by God and all I can do is ask for forgiveness. I do stand up right in rightousness. Today, I posted a blog about why people feel about themselves if we are told that we are made the way God wants us to be made. I also talked about if someone were to think that you are truly beautiful how wonderful that would be. I had a comment on facebook about how I was judging people and that I don't need a man to feel justified. Hello, world I haven't needed a man to feel justified in years. When I write in my blog I always pray about it first. I pray that God will give the words and message that people need to hear. What I wrote about today was something that I have been struggling with. I have felt a void in my life and I have been filling it with food. I have been battling this by myself. It obvious of course because I am over weight but, truth is I'm embarrased to talk about it. But, I had the courage today to express my true feelings on the internet, on this blog, and on facebook and someone told me my feelings were wrong. How can I judge someone if I haven't used any names, if I didn't call any names, and if I used the expressions me and I. I did use the expression we but, I meant as a whole. We the people. I know that I am not the only one that feels this way. I know it. So, I did not want to cause conflict, especially on facebook, so, I deleted my post. I knew it was wrong because I asked for God's forgiveness before I did it because I know that that is what he wanted me to share. Please, forgive me Lord. I do Love you more than anything and I am so sorry. If I were to mess up our relationship I don't know what I would do. I prayed over this blog and cried all the way home because I let the Lord down. From this day forward I walk upright. If you don't like what the Lord has placed in my heart then maybe the message was not meant for you. Everything you do is never always liked. All I can do is be a light for God and relay the messages that he has put in my spirit to do. I WILL NEVER DELETE ANOTHER POST TO AVOID CONFLICT. I stand by what I type and what I feel. When I typed about someone thinking I was truly beautiful it wasn't about a man. It was anybody. You know that my mom has never said that I was beautiful. My dad never has either. I don't really know if anybody has truly ever thought I was beautiful. If you need justification from a man other your dad than you need to look at a bigger picture. A man does not make you who you are unless you let them. Let God make you for who are suppose to be. As the expression is said Let Go and Let God. I am in a battle right now for what is right and what is wrong. I need battle with God's words and not my own. A scripture was told to me today that I need to start living by it is Psalm 23. The Lord is my shepard; I shall not want. 2.He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. 3 He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of rightousness for his name's sake. 4 Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. 5 Thou preparest a table for me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anoinest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. 6 Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.